Letting go
After nearing three weeks, since I was first informed I was experiencing iron deficiency anemia, after 8-10 back and forth calls between my nephrologist's office and BCH's infusion center/insurance team and subsequent denial: I'm resigned to the fact it's impossible to get my iron deficiency anemia addressed prior to this fifth surgery. I had been anemic and inflammatory most of last year. This is interfering with the healing (last reading was 6 and 5 is considered 'very low'). So I can only hope and pray I wake up from surgery since I'm losing blood through my drain and will lose even more blood in surgery. I'm brooding heavily with these thoughts and the thoughts of never getting through this. This is what happens when you subject a patient to 5 surgeries in 11 months... it starts to wear on a person. And one co-morbidity, the anemia is not being addressed. What's next, amputation? I just don't know what to believe in, anymore. Insurance are be...